I wish I could undo the pain… Undress you of the rugs of a cruel
past and dress you up in the finest new garments of a content present, wearing
in your hair a flower of hope. I wish I could unlock the door of your essence,
and tread the road to your soul, to unleash the shells from your eyes, and
unburden your heart from the mounted up tears of all the past years.
Your heart has been beating forever, beating lifeless. If only you
would offer me the chance, if you would abandon your heart in my hands, I would
have undamaged it and unbroken every edge of it. I would have wrapped your
heart in silk and gold, breathed life into it and given it back to you.
But you unwanted my hands, since you ignored what I have for you,
and un-embraced the empathy I wished to offer. You abandoned my offerings to
your longings, to people and things that offered you nothing but a false
temporary delight.
I unsought everything, wanting nothing but your joy. But, you
always looked at me with accusations, expected me to dig for rewards. I hope
you curb your pride and receive my gift. For the ultimate repayment of a true giver, is
just accepting the gift.
Andy.
Andy.
Beautiful.
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